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Thursday, April 14, 2005
uncertainty ;

edit 01 : i did something stupid again. i went to read someone's blog and i just got reminded that people who got ACC are selfish and self centered.Right on, now i feel worse and i am suspecting that i am not human.i am such a dumb dumb because i just made myself feel worse. why do i find it so hard to forget? does the problem lie in myself? maybe i am what they say i am. i cant be bothered anymore. :O

i received some bad news today. there is no certainty about my future in any university. argh. it is so hard for me to digest and i find it hard to confide in anybody. people may either think i am overreacting or just trying to pity myself. why must nus , ntu and smu have such BERSARK criterias? i do not like uncertainties. in fact, i detest uncertainties. :/

i dont want to give anymore added pressure to my parents. Dad has been asking me about the progress of the university application for the past few days. argh argh argh. :[

hold me tight and pick me up again

i'm bringing Him back to the source. :)



He holds the key to my life